One of the things that Loki always serves as is a pull back into reality. Fugue states are only useful in as much you can still function in the real world, and carry on life and dialogue with real people.
Tracy makes me glad of it, to come back home, into more comfortable, familiar waters, which also allows me to go deeper and further than I might otherwise be able to on my own, and experience more joy and comfort of the deep emotional and spiritual kind, helping me transcend, in love with her, desires inconsequential. If we cannot live and love within the context of a daily household, or daily society, if the only way is to sequester oneself from reality, than we will have a long, long way, and possibly a too late trip, to helping us achieve unity with the divine. Being with her gives me not a sense of want or fear or desire, but the same sense of contentedness I get when I am deep within my own mind, except here with the benefits of sharing the exquisite blooms life offers with a fellow traveler.
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